I’ve never been out of work so long in all my life. I’ve never had to fight these internal demons of depression and self doubt so many times – over and over and over again. This is all new to me. This all hurts very badly.
I’m lifted ever so slightly by the existence of a few hundred bucks I should have my hands on by Wednesday. . but that’s it for the foreseeable future. With it I could buy a very nice Sony 32” flat screen TV – which I will use infrequently, if and when I move somewhere for a job. Or I could pay a month of credit card payments to keep those wolves at bay a short while longer… what to do.
Taking the three fifty to the dice table would be the old me. Sometimes I think the old me is the one I should have stayed with. Gut feeling acting, take no safety precautions, and leap before you look Mike. He was a fun cat to hang with. He required a rather specific type of female accompaniment for his adventures, but they were adventures after all. You got that right.
Jan 16, 2012
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