Here We Go

I discovered that

I've been/was waiting for some sort of permission or "pardon" in order to carry on with improving my life.

My kids were not enough. My kids were not enough for many, many years when it came to smoking, and quitting that was downright embarrassing(LY EASY). It was so damn simple.

I know now that my life would have at least smelled much better had I quit long ago.

Tonight felt good inside.

Damn those secret prisons we put ourselves into.
We make them so hard to escape.
So brutally hard.

Love is much more powerful than even I imagined. This could change everything.

Here we go.